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By Jack Joseph Smith
So bright! So bright the night! O! Yes, it's com-
fortable here; bull shit, that's not me thinking
Look around me, you; Animal look around yourself!
The peace of it (Why suddenly must he be billowed
out?) Out there he forgets what he was thinking, of
the moment, he howls like northwest moongod nowhere
in that vastning he is thronged by images crawling
like
down out of mountain skin finding themselves some-
how deformed great, and at that moment seeing. They
could live with no victories.
He had walked in museums in the Eastern part of
America as a child with his mother dreaming, in a
way that made him feel exact about things when he
experienced things fall.
He knew walking that he had somehow walked out
of love. Not that he was walking away from it in
the mental sense, but that possibility of him be-
ing able to nearly accept that state of mind again
so temptingly seemed remote. He did not know why,
but it crossed his mind that leaving the mountains
no matter for what reason was going back. It wasn't
prestige bringing him this way of thinking, it was