My Poor Heart
By Jack Joseph Smith
AI Interpretation
Across 77 source pages, the speaker describes rural work, family and children, poverty, desire, weapons, and a man's absence. Recurring mine and farm scenes, local speech, religious references, and bodily memories connect short typed poems with handwritten revisions.
The speaker returns to grandparents, children, animals, the holler, and an absent man while considering affection and danger. Later pages connect a country song and brass bed with a felt presence and the knowledge that he is gone. These poems support a reading of a recurring persona, but they do not establish a single continuous autobiography or the cause of every absence. Source spellings and uncertain handwritten fragments remain part of the archive; unresolved readings should not carry interpretive claims.
My Poor Heart is a 77-page manuscript of short typed and handwritten poems, 49 of which are extracted as reading copies. It opens with a handwritten cover, 'My Poor / HEART', and many pages are drafts revised by hand, with struck words, insertions and margin notes. Recurring material includes farm and household work ('when I milk our oily / holstien' alongside a typed 'our only / Holstean'), children, guns ('I got my Grandpa's / shotgun in the house,'), groundhogs and muskrats, candles in the dark, mines, food stamps, and place words such as 'West Virgina', 'hollar', 'holler' and 'Singers spring'. Several poems are revised or retyped on later pages, so the same scene can appear in more than one version.
Many poems speak in a first-person voice that describes itself through words such as 'I am the girl along the dusty road', 'even as a lady', skirts, blouses and children, and that voice can be read as a recurring persona. The pages do not establish that every poem has the same speaker, and the poems' accounts of family, work, violence, war and death are their own statements rather than verified biography or history. Tenderness and threat often share a line, and humor undercuts hardship ('It treats you like its own'). The source's spellings, letter case and typing errors are part of the texture and are kept exactly; this machine's clogged c, which can look like an e, and the writer's capital-shaped letters inside words mean some readings remain provisional in the page notes.
Contents
- Page 1 p. 1
- Untitled ("My husband says i it is the Native") p. 2
- The Best p. 3
- Page 4 p. 4
- Untitled ("It is with and without music") p. 5
- Page 6 p. 6
- Untitled ("But I sware, every romantic plant") p. 7
- Untitled ("Men go hunting where I am from") p. 8
- Untitled ("They were whispering that she,") p. 9
- Untitled ("It is so bad") p. 10
- Untitled ("It is so sexy to be with a warror") p. 11
- Untitled ("I am the girl along the dusty road") p. 12
- Untitled ("It is not that I am alone, I am vacent") p. 13
- Page 14 p. 14
- Page 15 p. 15
- Page 16 p. 16
- Untitled ("It is the coal mine, actually, you say") p. 17
- Untitled ("I am not alound to walk") p. 18
- Page 19 p. 19
- Untitled ("That is all about having") p. 20
- Untitled ("We knew things before men did") p. 21
- Page 22 p. 22
- The point of Entry p. 23
- Page 24 p. 24
- Untitled ("When they shut of the utitles") p. 25
- Untitled ("Please don't stay pissed off") p. 26
- Untitled ("My body is upstairs all the time") p. 27
- Page 28 p. 28
- Untitled ("Don't bet that there arn't people") p. 29
- Untitled ("Just because I'm from down under") p. 30
- Untitled ("I am in the dark and I have left") p. 31
- Page 32 p. 32
- Page 33 p. 33
- Page 34 p. 34
- Untitled ("Most definately when you are a girl") p. 35
- Untitled ("I sware he turned to me") p. 36
- Untitled ("I would be exactly six when I saw my firt") p. 37
- Untitled ("Hurting in the middle") p. 38
- Page 39 p. 39
- Untitled ("I know I am talking to easy") p. 40
- Untitled ("I got an old Bonniville heare, yellow") p. 41
- Untitled ("Then again I see every kind of moon,") p. 42
- Untitled ("We never, even ever thought about the") p. 43
- Untitled ("Our work") p. 44
- Untitled ("Let me tell you about us swimming the strem") p. 45
- Untitled ("West Virginia is beneath the shore") p. 46
- Untitled ("I do not walk away when the cows come home") p. 47
- Untitled ("The Moon did not leave the canyon") p. 48
- Untitled ("Flowers flot or stay still, rivers and") p. 49
- Untitled ("The is a rainbow around the Moon") p. 50
- Untitled ("So what else do do I go tracking the") p. 51
- Page 52 p. 52
- Untitled ("There is not alot of sun down here") p. 53
- Page 54 p. 54
- Page 55 p. 55
- Untitled ("I thought precious was a puppy") p. 56
- Untitled ("Remember the sky your angel") p. 57
- Untitled ("I hear chimes on the porches") p. 58
- Page 59 p. 59
- Page 60 p. 60
- Untitled ("Don't think I was not on the natch") p. 61
- Untitled ("And it is look'in clear,singer's is,") p. 62
- Untitled ("I am going to get food stamps") p. 63
- Untitled ("We never took pigs off on the yard arms") p. 64
- Untitled ("So went I went in to get a cut glass to replace") p. 65
- Untitled ("Now that he is gone to Hell") p. 66
- Page 67 p. 67
- Untitled ("I like to lood in the mirror") p. 68
- Page 69 p. 69
- Untitled ("I only got two kids") p. 70
- Page 71 p. 71
- Page 72 p. 72
- Page 73 p. 73
- Page 74 p. 74
- Page 75 p. 75
- Page 76 p. 76
- Page 77 p. 77