Page 163
By Jack Joseph Smith
IF IT MAdE
A DifferANCE
ThEN it would bE
HopELEss
ANd I would not
hAvE doNE
it
By Jack Joseph Smith
Original Scan
AI Interpretation
If the act made a DifferANCE, the speaker says it would be hopeless and they would not have done it.
The restored final word completes the action's grammatical object but does not identify the act. The conditional statement is not a confession of a specific event.
A handwritten conditional: 'IF IT MAdE / A DifferANCE / ThEN it would bE / HopELEss / ANd I would not / hAvE doNE / it'.
The logic is inverted: the act was bearable only because it changed nothing. The page never names the act, so it is not a confession of a specific event.